too self-satisfied

I am perfectly content with being just a Sofia. I pretty much hate twentysomething culture all together and am fine being square as a blocky block. I have fun at it. My fantastic man of a friend suggested that this is quite a flaw to be content with just being. He felt i should be livin it up and ending up in Hot tubs at the end of the evening. Unfortunately I don't think Ill be finding any hot tubs but maybe I catch the drift. DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE I CAN FIND A GOOD HOT TUB? I resolved that I should never leave the house alone without a Fantastic Man. I think I was slacking at life for a couple months having no clue because I wasn't hanging with any fantastic men to give me wisdom. I have a clue whether I'll take it or not.. SO IF YOU DONT KNOW NOW YA KNOW!look at the LOAD OF FUN and getting awesome that I am missing out on!

The only time I have an issue with being ALLLLLLL BY MY SELFFFFFFF, is when it is raining and such like today and Sunday. I mean I wish i had some boy to swim in puddles with. I just keep looking out the window seeing amazing puddles that i want to swim in and I just cant act like a foolish fool all alone.

I'm supposed to be helping with writing lyrics tomorrow for the anarcho-folk band in which i will be singing mad britney style. I am coming up with a lot of delayed teen angst in the past week. Going to be great just great....stay tuned to this deal I will try to have videos of us as soon as things get rollin.

This week I am not working and hoping to replace my job while THEY are away again. I have alot of great extracurricular activities planned, Tomorrow may involve Brien giving me freak hair. Dav's thesis at corcoran thursday, Hopefully getting very Lowfia for the weekend.