Myy life is like a baddd movie.

badd ass.

Once My life was an uneventful loop. It was pretty repetitive but I had an exact plan on how I wanted everything to work out but now its not like that at all. I have been forced to be the creator of my own experiences while being alone and I am really entertaining myself lately. Even if I do nothing on a day off I feel pretty satisfied with things. Everyone in my life seems like a pretty off beat character. Some come and go, but there are always more, even my family who are pretty ridiculous contribute to my amusement with my life right now. Your best friend can become a psychopathic maniac! I never know what to expect! Something cute is always happening every day as well, I love that. I think if my life is like a movie it would definitely be a movie similar to pecker. Except not as GENIUS as Pecker by any means, because my life is not an amazing story. Its just kind of cute and bizarre. I mean as far as cute and bizarre goes, right now I am at my house and my loud danish grandma is here complaining in her piercing accent about her Schwiegermutter, my grandpa is fixing something in the kitchen being weird and i feel that he is on the verge of Alzheimer's, And I am quite worried that he is the one who is going to be driving me to BWI to go to Las Vegas on Friday, Also kind of random. Actually pretty exciting. Then My sister is here, with her boyfriend and they are all punk rocked out with doc martens and cigarettes hanging out of their mouths, in the house with my grandparents. Its weird for me to be here! Its all kind of a big wack lighthearted romantic comedy, But not like a dumb ass movie with meg ryan or Jennifer anniston or whatever the typical folk are into watching these days. Its more wacky and Its only a comedy to me because nobody else would think its funny. Except like CHERIE. OF COURSE. I just constantly look at situations and think, "Man this is pretty wack". It looks like it all may end up with me as a banal dental hygienist in Maryland, but it could all end up pretty intense you never know. and as long as I am wild at heart. I just have this sense something intense will happen that will be pretty amazing and I will appreciate having had my four year plan fucked up! UFF!!!

So anyways, i have been reading a lot of dumb conspiracy theories, and overall dumb things, like I am reading about how Gravity is a total Hoax right now. Sounds like bullshit right? but If you want me to believe any damn thing you say just start talking about it in terms of math and space and Ill give up and accept it as truth. Don't take me to the Scientology church tour. BAD IDEA.