how selfish.

I could write a daily blog to update on my little sister for those who find my stories about that interesting, which surprisingly many people do. I HOWEVER do not like to speak about the crazy things that my sister does because I feel ashamed of her to a high degree. She really does the most fucked up things and really makes me sick. She tries very hard to make everyone in my family as sad as she can while she really is just out LAUGHING and having fun. She really makes me so sick. But here is a really annoying story about her for the week.

My mom said my sister tried to kill herself by Eating an entire bottle of MIDOL. yeah some kind of bad period I guess.

Of course after my sister eats the entire bottle of midol she goes crying to my mom. I DONT FEEL GOOD, MY HEART HURTS.

Who tries to kill theirself taking midol?? There are plenty of prescription drugs in this house that she could access if she were really wanting to kill herself. Plenty of poison cleaning chemicals, hair products and what have you. I just am tired of these attention getting things she is always doing just so she can have more and more attention and get away with NEVER working, NEVER going to school and continuing to be a highschool drop out who doesnt get a GED and just sits around and goes out spending other people's money and STEALING my money, my clothes, jewelry and what ever I have in this house that I dont lock up. People get sick of other people crying wolf. Oh take me to the emergency room, i tried to kill myself. That is such a hurtful thing to do to your parents! even worst than Cutting up your arms, In places that you know WILL NOT make you die. spilling the blood all over the bathroom and making sure that everyone sees your scars.....Yes she is crazy. But not the kind of crazy that is really going to really hurt theirself. People like that try to HIDE it. Oh my. My sister is being dealt with in the proper manner...I dont feel insensitive about this at all. If anyone knew how annoying this is you would understand!! This is why when a kid is growing up and being a bad ass the parents should punish the kid and not let the kid grow up to know that they can go out and not come home, do and have whatever they want, make you miserable and make it feel like its your fault....just so you can keep feeding them with attention and the ability to do whatever they want. Fuck teen angst.

My parents always get dissapointed in me over the smallest thing. I always have to have the punishment for my sister I think because they feel that they cant punish her because she will do something hurtful, and if they blame me for things I will just not care because I am a grown up. If I do something really small such as leave a light on or not put away a cup I get OWNED. IF i complain about her. ITS YOUR FAULT SOFIA. YOU DIDDNT PLAY WITH HER WHEN YOU WERE KIDS. hahaha. I will forgive my dad for such a pitiful excuse.

When I grew up, if I got a C on a report card....I was scared as shit to come home and get told how dissapointed my parents are in me. If I diddnt find productive activities I felt worried that I would look lazy. I also Always had a job. Because I thought it was wrong to ask from my parents because they are surely not wealthy...So how can the second child, get straight F's in highschool drop out, never get a job and go out doing bad things and not feel guilty about it.