Mo Rocca

You know what I was thinking, I think Mo Rocca is good people!

I really like the way he thinks and respect him. I REALLY RELATE TO HIM. Well I'm not highly educated or even funny BUT I DO RELATE TO HIM. AND HE HAS NEVER SMOKED POT EITHER. THAT gives me more of a connection to Mo Rocca. Man I just think he is so cool. Mo Rocca is a total CILF


What does this have to do with anything? I do not know. Today I went and visited Anna at her new apartment and Watched mulholland drive again and Realized my lust for the character Adam Kesher and probably was breathing up fumes from Anna so It all sort of relates, like Im super attracted to these men in big glasses and yeah ....never smoked pot???


But anyways I had fun with anna And should play with her more because she brings out this Really intense energy in me that noone else brings out. NO ONE ELSE IS THAT HYPER. I LIKE BEING HYPER. She makes me want to spin around really fast and fall on the floor and watch the world spin. I am glad I realized this, GLAD I realized this powerful positive connection.


So anyways in recent news, a few days ago I had an Out of Body experience and I am not knowledgeable on what this actually means but I had one! And it was scary and It was Disturbing and I never want a dream Like that again!! I dont know if it was a lucid dream because I couldnt tell if it was a dream or if it was real... But I just wanted to lie down and I looked at the clock and jason was reading next to me and then I thought I was sleeping, But I was looking down on myself watching myself sleeping and seeing jason next to me, And I looked at the clock and a little bit of time had passed and I wanted to be awake, I wanted to turn over to jason but I couldnt move, like I was paralized, And I was tring SO SO HARD TO MOVE, That I started to panic, Why cant I move, Why cant I breathe? Why am I watching my own self trying to move? The bedroom That I was looking at myself in was the same, The boyfriend next to me was reading the same book with the same light, The mind is so weird. AT LEAST THE MIND OF FIFI IS SO WEIRD!!! I want to read a book to try to analyze this whole situation.

I can relate this whole thing to the movie I had watched that night, I Had just watched Monkey Shines before Bed and There was a parapalegic guy who was trying to save his girlfriend from the killer monkey and he was able to use his mental force to move his hand, and When I was in this dream I was struggling really hard to move my hand to smack jason. When I did finally wake up jason said I never moved at all, I never looked at the clock and I never smacked him. This makes me sound so stupid, "I watched monkey shines before bed" BAHA monkey shines, what a joke.

I often have dreams where my whole body will like JUMP really high when I wake up, like Im a fish out of water, Its quite intense. My boo says that everynight I giggle in my sleep, like some creepy elf probably.

I want to buy Inland empire, Im so in the mood to see that right now!

Thinking of movies I owe money to HOllywood Video, Gonna RUIN MY CREDIT!

ANd here are some pictures, because this journal really has no point at all except to make sure there are plenty of pictures for me to look at of myself on the internet!!!

All Chubby faced after a Long hard dayyyyyyy of going postal at work.

And here are some coworkers and myself, Venus My master and super pal!

Jason Always talking with his hands.

Sean isn't smoking he is thinking, and Jason Isn't Flossing He is actually eating all the pistachios.

Also Be aware that If you invite my boyfriend to your party he will not only drink all your import beer and eat all your pistachios, he will drink all your slim fast, It is his CHOICE drink. He is a repeat offender of binging on meals in a can.