Glad to be awake.

I just woke up from a nap and it was such a scary little dream. I had become pregnant with the spawn of Jason haha.





The baby just appeared out of nowhere and it looked like something that was totally not a baby, it was hairy and it looked like a sausage without eyes which was pretty disgusting and Jason's mother was really pissed and I was really depressed that my baby looked like a foul giant phallic freak. Then to make things worst It grew googly eyes and started to look like a ventriloquist's dummy. Then the baby Urinated all over me because it was too narrow to wear a diaper and didn't even have proper legs, and Jason was a deadbeat dad anyway, I wouldn't blame him in this case. I don't fear that this dream is foreshadowing on my life, I'm sure Ill have a cute baby that I would be a wonderful gift....


It was just disturbing. I think it stemmed from yesterday when I was talking about how I and Jason look opposite so it would be weird to guess what a kid would look like, but it wouldn't look like this!!! And it also reminded me of that scary baby from eraser head.





To make things even more scary the dream ended with me concentrating on a grape that was rolling down my driveway, a very up close view. I NEVER WANT TO SLEEP AGAIN!


Tomorrow is my short prometric computer board exam and Tuesday is the real deal the six hour board exam. Can you imagine sitting in a hard seat for six hours and taking a test on everything you learned in college that you didn't prepare for. That has to be awful.





We have floor sets next week, That is going to be crazy but I am super excited because its going to look really good.



I want to cut my hair possibly next week, I think I am inspired by this Michelle Williams woman, Not because I'm the BIGGEST DAWSON'S CREEK worshipper EVER. Because Im not, Its just very cute and very rosemarys baby and I love it. I love it more than my bowl cut do That I have right now ...right.





Bye!!!