I dont think Light sabers symbolize male power.

Cherie got sick so did not come to MD. She got me the best XmasX presents ever!! The next time she comes is going to be in spring. I will wait to buy my bike because we need to have twin bikes!! I'm getting a vince jacket instead for now. I am just as excited if not more EXCITED.

I wonder if someone is going to get grumpy elf Soap for xmas???

I never wrote about my little sister's bipolar trip out on Christmas which led to my parents kicking her out of the car on the way back from dinner. And me being punched in the gut by my sister. Well I guess I don't care to elaborate....

The end of the year is going nicely! I had a great day today filled with amazing art and a great new cafe I LOVE and THE Christmas tree which was still lit up. I'm going to see My VENUS in the morning and going up to BALMER in the evening to danseeee.

I HAVE MY SOPHIA BACK finally!!!! I missed her SO MUCH. Xtian is leaving new york for new years and coming to DC. I don't have a dress. Sophia called him tonight, He was drunk but he said he will design me a dress. LETS HOPE he remembers!!!!! We are asking so much from this man!


CAN I BORROW THAT TOP.,....BETCH.

xsexmasx

Myspace Glitter Graphics

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Howard called and left a message on my answering machine to come pick up my papers.

Basically it takes an ANGRY BLOG to get anything done these days!!!!!!




yes yes yes.

Venus just decided that chicago is too cold right now so we are changing our plans to miami. She wants to go January 2nd. This is random but it sounds like an awesome idea!

Boyz and ghouls???

I Have a few goals for right now.

1. I am pretty much infatuated with the harmonica right now. I will learn to play the harmonica. I think it is something I could be amazing at. I want one for christmas.




2. I need to learn how to appreciate christmas, my favorite time of the year...even if this christmas will not be the same. I need thoughts of deery lou and sugar plumb elves and saint lucia dancing in my head.




3. My heart is exploding with the need to love someone. I need to hug everyone from now on. I need a release. I just basically want to hug everyone who makes me happy.




4. I want to discover ska music, like the ska from the fifties, and on. Not like just mighty mighty bosstones ska revival or something i mean i want to appreciate real ska. Something I skipped over in life.

I never post any pics....But I must express how amazingggggg Drag queen brunch at perrys was! This shit is better than Medeivel Times!

X-tian is coming to DC tomorrow and I also will hopefully meet sophs fabulous mother!

My last day at urban was yesterday....I think i will miss it alot, i loved that job because of my coworkers...but im glad ill never deal with the customers in that neighborhood EVER AGAIN!

FAKE ASS CHINATOWN.

EVERY WEEK EVERYTHING CHANGES.

I love working at barneys but I cant just survive on Retail, Im about to Go F*&K SHIT UP AT HOWARD TOMORROW IF THEY CANT FREAKING GIVE ME A PIECE OF PAPER SAYING I GRADUATED. Those b*tc&es are f**&(king WITH MY MONEY.

I cant wait for elaine to visit in a couple weeks. We are going to get our hair done and buy bicycles from Ryan lewis's shop then probably have some lovely adventures. I miss YOU PENNY LAUBSTER!!

Welly welly welly welly welly welllllll!

Im an orange orange person these days! I feel like a little fall acorn. I need a whole new wardrobe. I also need to have an all new wardrobe of SCRUBS. And no this classy lady will not have no POOH BEAR on it NO WAYSSS.

Today was the day of birth for my little LAUBSTERPENNEY!

We will belated parteee in december when she visits. I am very excited.

<3.

FIFI got a new part time retail job...Because Cleaning teeth is not fun enough for me for the whole week I must be around clothing on the side. Maybe I can now develop a new posh adult look.

I dont want to drink and act all PASSIONATE any more. Not cool. The only passion I want from drinking is that sweetened Passion Fruit tea KNOWMSAYIN?

Danielle and I!!

Danielle & Sophia
Originally uploaded by Will Upshur

BUDDIES!!

DD, SP, and J J in the MIDDAY.

Danielle, Sophia & I
Originally uploaded by Will Upshur

WISKING It out.

Ask Andrew

When I was feeling like I had no hope....like I was at an all time low. I said to myself "Who can I go to?, Where can I find the answers to how I am going to make it in life?" Well You might think it would be a perfect time to find religion. God gave me answers, yeah he did. But I already had Gods answers in my heart. Maybe God's answers were not what I needed at the time, I needed to know even more. I needed someone to inspire me who is of my generation!! Someone who is my friend that understands ME!! I seek my advice from ANDREW W.K.

I will live my life like its the last day and live my life like I want to LIVE FOREVER......

AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!

So maybe all the people who spend all their time BITCHING should be SWITCHING to this philosophy.


RIGHT ON!!!

House Elf

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/House-elf

Sophia told me that I am like a house Elf that was set free. It seems so fitting. In fact ITS AMAZINGGGG.

Aw. I want to be someones house elf! But in my time free I enjoy driving fast and listening to sexy funky music.

L.O.V.E. LOVE. G.L.O.V.E. Glove.

I was thinking about not taking any more digital pictures, I havnt kept my camera with me lately. I feel like Paul McCartney, MEMORY ALMOST FULL. I dont want to delete all my old pictures so that I can take new ones!!. I want to print them all and make a wonderful book. Yeah Im going to just say it. A scrap book!!! haha. You know that Rockwell song may have caused me a bit of paranoia. I have two real paper journals. I am afraid of them so I hid them. Cherie and I had an amazing poem journal that was quite funny. It was full of izone pictures. I miss The Izone camera!!

So I was just thinking about Paul Mccarney. I am so sad that he lost Linda. And Then i was just thinking about that Paul Mccarney and Micheal Jackson song sayyy say sayyyyy. Well I really liked that song and that video when I was little.

And Now I am thinking about how Sonny Bono has not been with us for a really long time. And I forgot that! I wonder how many people on the earth were thinking about Sonny Bono at this very moment!!!

I think I might be afraid of my memory. I am very very excited for thanksgiving!!! I cant wait to see all of my family, especially my Godparents because they love me and have helped me so much!! Im glad that I can appreciate something like that. Then later I will see all of my friends, because Im just as thankful for them. And I dont care if Thanksgiving is Just some Holiday that Someone just invented. I dont even believe in Pilgrims and Indians. They diddnt exist. Its all a Hoax anyway!!! But still, I can love thanksgiving!

















-Sofia.

ALL IM SAYING IS

PRINCE VS. MICHEAL JACKSON. VS. RICK JAMES.


IS ALL IM LOOKINGXFORWARDX TO Tomorrow.!


Party hard with your badddddddd self.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.....

Ghost face cuteahhh.

I probably had forgotten about myself. I should only want the best for myself.

SOFIAH. Now is the time I am going to get everything together. I want to be treated how I should be treated. If someone does not see any worth in me then I dont want to be in their life either. I should have realized that long ago. The world is crazy and mysterious. I have no clue what is happening and if things happen for a reason. I will never make plans on how things will end up. I will never cry again. I think I'm really strong now. It is really important for people to have positive goals. I learned that I need to be a more understanding person. Im over how I was. Im so strong now that I never will have all that anxiety I had before again.

I OVERCOME NOW i NEED TO GO TO SOME FUCKKKNNN HARDCORE SHOWS AGAIN.

I love my friends.

Oh soph!!!

Cherie and Randi and Sophia have really helped me out lately and I love everyone who is there for me. And thats more people then I ever thought I had.

Im not fifi frantz anymore

or a boo or a bear or a bee.

how selfish.

I could write a daily blog to update on my little sister for those who find my stories about that interesting, which surprisingly many people do. I HOWEVER do not like to speak about the crazy things that my sister does because I feel ashamed of her to a high degree. She really does the most fucked up things and really makes me sick. She tries very hard to make everyone in my family as sad as she can while she really is just out LAUGHING and having fun. She really makes me so sick. But here is a really annoying story about her for the week.

My mom said my sister tried to kill herself by Eating an entire bottle of MIDOL. yeah some kind of bad period I guess.

Of course after my sister eats the entire bottle of midol she goes crying to my mom. I DONT FEEL GOOD, MY HEART HURTS.

Who tries to kill theirself taking midol?? There are plenty of prescription drugs in this house that she could access if she were really wanting to kill herself. Plenty of poison cleaning chemicals, hair products and what have you. I just am tired of these attention getting things she is always doing just so she can have more and more attention and get away with NEVER working, NEVER going to school and continuing to be a highschool drop out who doesnt get a GED and just sits around and goes out spending other people's money and STEALING my money, my clothes, jewelry and what ever I have in this house that I dont lock up. People get sick of other people crying wolf. Oh take me to the emergency room, i tried to kill myself. That is such a hurtful thing to do to your parents! even worst than Cutting up your arms, In places that you know WILL NOT make you die. spilling the blood all over the bathroom and making sure that everyone sees your scars.....Yes she is crazy. But not the kind of crazy that is really going to really hurt theirself. People like that try to HIDE it. Oh my. My sister is being dealt with in the proper manner...I dont feel insensitive about this at all. If anyone knew how annoying this is you would understand!! This is why when a kid is growing up and being a bad ass the parents should punish the kid and not let the kid grow up to know that they can go out and not come home, do and have whatever they want, make you miserable and make it feel like its your fault....just so you can keep feeding them with attention and the ability to do whatever they want. Fuck teen angst.

My parents always get dissapointed in me over the smallest thing. I always have to have the punishment for my sister I think because they feel that they cant punish her because she will do something hurtful, and if they blame me for things I will just not care because I am a grown up. If I do something really small such as leave a light on or not put away a cup I get OWNED. IF i complain about her. ITS YOUR FAULT SOFIA. YOU DIDDNT PLAY WITH HER WHEN YOU WERE KIDS. hahaha. I will forgive my dad for such a pitiful excuse.

When I grew up, if I got a C on a report card....I was scared as shit to come home and get told how dissapointed my parents are in me. If I diddnt find productive activities I felt worried that I would look lazy. I also Always had a job. Because I thought it was wrong to ask from my parents because they are surely not wealthy...So how can the second child, get straight F's in highschool drop out, never get a job and go out doing bad things and not feel guilty about it.

HALLOWEEEN YOU ARE MY PRIDEEE!!!

come back Nikki, come backYour dirty little Princewanna grind grind grind grind grind grind

Rollin THE DICE....

Last night We had some halloween Celebrations with Cali and Jesse
Fake hand IS A BITCH. Jason Was ANdre the giant


Geeze Amy Winehouse


Jason And Caitlin at the DC9 rave thing.
PSHHHHHH.
Jesse was some guy from the office that everyone recognized..

HEY BOO.







Dani
Sophhhhhhh

By the end of the night i was looking more like that lesbian in Letigre
Bahhhhhghhhhhhha.



I CANT WAIT TILL HALLOWEENNNNNZ

love, fifi Frantz.